Need to go home

Im in my fiftys., and at the end of my rope. Everything and everything has gone so wrong for me. At my age I should be comfortable in life, boy u sure learn the impotance of that word in latter years. im so so down on my luck. My roomates the both of them decided to leave without notice to me. And left me, you already know owing everything. I cant afford to pay all and now I sit alone, well that's not true I have a dog. im happy for daytime because I have no power. its only a matter of time for water.  I lost my job due to this damn economy. there are people who bid way low and get the jobs. Ive gotten a food stamp card for the first time. Great for me but not my dog. Ive never been this depressed in my life. I wish this were the golden years for me. My friends  id like to know where are yall. They were everywhere when I had money. I promise u I"ve not  heard from them. Any how im trying to get to Brooksville,Fla. by greyhound bus. They tell me I'd  have to go to the Tampa station, which is only like 50 miles from my parents home. They just don't have the money. My daughter and I are trying to get to them to help them as well as myself. They did say if I could come up with half they will try to see what they can do. I checked it 266.00 for two tickets so I guess I'd only need half .  Im willing to work for you to pay for the amount. Im really a good strong worker, and honest person. I have a business lic., and can get a lot of ref. So this is crazy for me and im kinda scarred but I want to go home so bad and don't kmow what else to do. please if you can help me will you give it some thought. im leaving my number 757-8312411.  I don't know what else to do, please.,and thank you. Gotta get off my neighbors computer now and  uh-oh its getting late that means darkness, no power on.